Tomorrow I'm getting engaged. And running off! Like a real life romance novel.
Probably going to starve this November. Late checks because of the surgery. Rent to pay, bills. Everyone at home who eats everything. And if I'm not working on thanksgiving, I'm sure to starve at whatever soup kitchen I end up at. Everyone focuses on meat. It's going to be a harsh November.
I'm going to be in an art show in Coney island. Details are here -http://www.coneyisland.com/event/sodombytheseasalon
Only one piece will be shown. It's my watercolor based off of Dante's inferno. A ride which once stood in Astroland.
Unfortunately....
The opening starts the same day I was supposed to get my comic collection signed by Daniel Clowes. :( :( :((((((((
But hey... Maybe one day we'll meet.
COMMENTS
Congratulations me lovely! You have come a long way and must be very proud
Cool! Good for you :)
You know who I really miss on here? PAGAN. She was one of a kind.
I'm 24 years old. I have a white hair. He said I had a few. Heh. It shouldn't get to me.
Anyway. I'm home. Got home Thursday. They changed my bandages today. I go back Tuesday so they can take this drainage thing out.
I'm very tired and get headaches. I'm going to have to be on "vacation" at one job.
The other, I go back to on Monday. Thank god. Because I need money to live.
My fiancé took great care of me. We watched lots of old timey shows and one movie. Drank tea and watched wildlife from his house. Deers ♥ .
I had fun when I wasn't passed out, drooling on his pillow cases.
I really hate pain pills. They made me feel worse. And made my heart race. Pretty sure I'd have a heart attack if I was still on them. After day two, I stopped them. I said, I don't care how much I suffer, those things are death lol.
But hey, I'm alive and well. Everyone from both jobs misses me. You'll never see a hard working, dedicated person like me.
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such a pity when I'll leave it all.
I can't wait to talk to the new therapist. I need advice on how to not feel guilty for taking care of my needs.
My surgery is tomorrow morning. I won't be on here for a week. My fiancé will be taking care of me. He's a sweetheart. ♥ He's traveling at 2am just to make it to me on time. Love him so much.
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That's a good man and you are a good woman, glad to see the two of you together ♥
I want to settle down. I'm probably going to shut down my coven the day I do. And my journal. Call it, an adult running away lol. But I'm an adult so its not running. This will take elaborate planning. I give myself till February. :)
I thinking a wedding in the spring but I'm not sure
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NellMorgan
23:53 Nov 01 2015
Congratulations.